Why is it that when you go through a breakup of a relationship and you are trying to do the right things by dealing with the hurt and pain and you are ready to move on, things just don't go the way you want to. I am so ready to meet some new people and get my life back that I cannot stand myself. I do go out and I do meet new people but I have not met anyone that I am remotely interested in. I have tried to change alot about my life. I tried to move in the same apartment complex but to a 1 bedroom since my son moved out and everything was set until I looked at it. It had the stackable washer/dryer and I have my own. So needless to say, I did not take that apartment and I am still waiting. And then the ex has all these new women that he is dating and I cannot seem to get anyone to ask me to go anywhere. I am always by myself and I am getting tired of it. He is just living his life like I never existed and here I am living the lonely life when I never did anything to him but love him unconditionally. Why do I feel like I am being punished for loving someone with everything I had? I don't feel the pain and hurt anymore because of the breakup but I want to move on with my life and have some fun. Is that so wrong? I want to have fun with the opposite sex and that does not mean the intimacy thing. Does anyone else feel this way?
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