I am lost. Yesterday would have been my 7 year anniversary. I did good most of the day. I have no girlfriends because my life was consumed by my husband and children and step-children. Now my girls are almost 14 and 15. They do their own thing. When they go with their dad every other weekend (my girls are not from my stbx) I sleep all the time. I don't know how to go about meeting and finding girlfriends. Women can be tough to deal with so I guess I've avoided them all my life. I always had my 4 sisters. Now I only speak with one of my sisters. Most times I sit home alone. I don't even call or speak with my family because I want them to think I'm just fine. Most times I am. But I am very very lonely. I know that's pathetic really pathetic. My mom and step-dad passed away almost 4 years ago. I don't have her. I dont' have my spouse. I alienated myself from 3 of my sisters because I'm the youngest and they just dump on me and I can't emotionally afford to be dumped on anymore. I have lots of guy friends. Some that are ok, some that are looking for a piece. This weekend I didn't even leave the house. I feel so lost and lonely.
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