I'm not sure what to call it any more what I have with my friend of 10yrs/ boyfriend we were together but now we live apart because he said he wasn't ready he has alot on his plate right now DWI classes and a final Divorce papers that he has to fight because his ex is trying to take him for everything we agreed to try a relationship the right way where he comes and takes me out on dates. I'm just feeling sooo sad because everything was going good until the Big D papers came. He is also friends with my sister and he told her all before this happened that he was going to ask me to marry him on Christmas. I wish my sister would have never told my dad because my dad told me and it makes me feel even worse
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