Well, I took my son out with a few friends for his birthday and stbx came along. He actually paid half toward the dinner. I love this man, but I just can't stand to be around him anymore. Everything is about him. I asked him about the money for camp and he said he was so far behind on his bills, that he needed the extra money he got from his holiday check to pay them. Great, does he care that I have had to find a way to make the weekly camp payments? Is he even helping out with watching them, no. It's all on me. I find myself constantly making snigh remarks when I am around him, and I really don't like that in me, but I guess it is a defense mechanism? Am I really that bad of a person?
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