Tomorrow morning I go see the lawyer to file. I am so nervous. I do not know how I can go do this by myself but I am going to have to. I am going in there in all my big girl pants glory. And then after the appointment I get to head off to classes for the afternoon as though i did not do one of the most life changing events. I filled out the prelim forms to the best of my ability. I have the lawyer's retainer. I cannot believe this is actually happening.
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