I know I'm not that old (34) and I'm a guy so the same pressure doesn't apply to me as much, but one of the things that makes me sad about this separation is that I didn't have any kids and my time-line is now extended even further. In the "best" case scenario, that the divorce happens within a year, and princess charming shows up in my life, it wont be for another 3-4 years until I have a kid (unless an oops happens). That means I'll be 50 by the time my kid is a teen - which likely widens that dreaded communication/life gap between us. That makes me sad. Anyone feels the same?
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