I know that stbx is either with OW now or on his way there to a coastal town (about 6-7 hrs away, i think). I am actually doing real well today, considering, but every once in a while have an image flash in my head of (a) him and OW kissing on the beach, wind blowing in her hair, smiling up at him or, alternatively, (b) him and her immediately checking into some sordid motel room, since neither has a place to permanently live up there, and just having the ruttiest, nastiest kinkiest sex possible with no love or intimacy. I tell myself to snap out of it each time the image comes up, and it helps, but when do they stop coming? i know, I know, in time, it all gets better in time, sigh.
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