I just don\'t know how I am going to get through another year. It was one year yesterday that my wife told me she wasn\'t in love with me anymore. She told me today that maybe I didn\'t know her like I thought. That she doesn\'t want to be pushed. Well you know dammit that when we have a one year old and a family to think about that pushing is all I feel I can do. There is someone else. She is a slime and so ugly I can\'t see where she wants her. But what the heck am I supposed to do. I have already cried everyday for a year.
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