O.K. so I got involved with someone probably prematurely. I'm not yet divorced and he isn't either. We live 800 miles away from eachother .. Stupid to have gotten involved. We both agree that there are too many obstacles in our way. But... I'm planning on visting him next week (real short visit)and I'm very ambivalent to teeter on letting my emotions go on other unneccessary roller coaster ride to nowhere. but i just really like him. So, what kind of experiences will color my rose tinted world of stupid separation tactics.. or is what we have worth seeking. Can one truely keep there emotions in check and enjoy what we might gain if only for the moment.
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