That seems to be the pattern lately. Well, not cry ALL night, but cry alot at night. I don't want him back, that's not it at all, I jsut feel relly sad at night. And I rehash the day which has usually had real highs and lows (the roller coaster thing). I got sever al gifts today (!) unexpectedly, no special occasion, just various -- two bottles of wine from a colleague I did a favor for, flowers from a cliet (my fave, gerbera daisies and roses), and a very nice bag of bananas adn several diff kinds of apples fro a client. then stbx totallly infuriated me. Then I went to therapy which I had canelled mu stbx isnisted I go to the point wehre he would pay for it, said his therapist talked to mine and he thought it would be good if I went. (No idea what that was about for stbx).And now I m home and left to myself. Feeling the change, the loss, the betrayal, all the stuff.
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