The pain seems to be felt so intensely in the heart in the soul. When we love we give all our heart and all that is us and when the other does the unspeakable act everything you are, everything you believe and everything you dreamt of comes tumbling down. We are left feeling so much pain. We look for comfort, which is no longer there. No matter how much they hurt us we still feel the need to go to them. They were our safety our home base. We had them to turn to and now they dont want to be there. We feel empty and worn down. The end is not the end. It is just a stopping point for us. We all need to process what has happened. We need to re-evaluate us our life. We hold to the past and want to reclaim it to be happy again. But sadly to say the past is done and over with. We must summon the Daily Strength to get through it. We must come to terms with what has happened and we must seek something deep within ourselves to carry on. I for one will not be held down. I want to move forward I want to be the better person they couldnt be. I want to prove to her that she had the best thing ever and threw it away. The next person I ever fall in love with will have so much more then I ever was. Though I am not in a rush to find someone yet since I feel I need to discover more of me and grow I know when I am ready I will be so much more. We all have that potential we just have to reach down and find the strength to get through the hardest part of our life.
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