He thought the music I liked was dumb. He thought that watching football was stupid. He thought because I followed politics I was wasting my time. I used too much toilet paper. He'd bitch at me because I spent .99 cents on a pack of gum and then complain because I chew gum. He wouldn't talk to me for days if I went to visit my son in Indiana for the day. He complained because my daughter had mail coming to the house. The dogs were NOT suppose to bark...so he hit them. Even my 12 year old, arthritic, almost blind dog. If I didn't do the dishes the way he wanted them done, well, I heard about it. He picked at me, and picked at me. He bullied me and when that wouldn't work he would ignore me and not talk to me. If we spent money on us, it was okay. If we spent money on him, it was okay. Spending money on ME? No way. I work too......Now I am getting out. I cannot do it any longer. I DON'T WANT TO BE ERASED. I need to start over and find me again. The house seems bigger with him gone. And I'm scared. Scared of the future. Scared I'll fail. Scared of just about everything right now. It's a beautiful sunny day here in Grand Haven......so why does it seem so dark?????????
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