i'm so screwed, and completely overwhelmed. i won't have anywhere near the money i need to pay my bills, am contemplating shutting off the basic cable, and internet. i have a balance of 800 bucks for my heat and electricity from the winter that i just made a payment arrangement on and hopefully i'll be able to pay. i left my day job about a month ago, and didn't have that income and now am so screwed to pay my bills this month. i want to try n get an extension on my rent, but fear i'll never get caught up :( i'm just so over extended, i need to file bankruptcy but can't afford to (wtf??) owe so much for my lawyer from my divorce still. i only get 200 a month for child support for 2 kids, and that's a joke. i'm working on getting a decent day job (not waitressing) to bring in steady reliable income, but it's a work in progress.. anyway i just needed to vent, i hope and pray it'll all be ok, just right now seems like i'm so close to losing everything.
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