JUNE 28,2010 that's my daddy's birthday...it's also the day they have scheduled my "divorce date". It's been two years in the making. Yesterday after getting the news i cried all the way home. partly in relief, but partly because of sadness. I never wanted my marriage to fail. I worked so hard to keep it alive, but he just kept driving it in the ground. I was never enough, I could never be enough, give enough, have enough, do enough, no matter what enough was suppose to be. And the stress nearly killed me, so now he can kiss my lily white ass. I will always care about his welfare to an extent I quess, I am not a totally calus human, but when I needed him the most in my life, he turned his back on me. I can forgive him for that, but I will never ever forget that. I need someone in my life who loves me ALL the time, not just when it's convienent, or when it's easy. Everything I ever asked him from him, was free, and he couldn't give it, so be gone.
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