I had a fight with my boyfriend tonight. I just went through a very stressful week of studying for a huge test. I am also going through some family problems and inner conflicts/issues, and I've been very depressed. I have called him crying in the middle of the night, and had a sort of breakdown yesterday. Today I had the huge test that was very important to my career. I passed with a B-- I was ecstatic. But he talked to his (female) friend on the phone for 40 minutes, then told me he had to eat dinner, then took a shower, then did God knows what, and by 830 said we could do something. But I have to wake up early in the morning so I yelled at him and said that I was hurt that he didn't come over earlier and that he didn't help me celebrate or help me relax, and that he doesn't see that I'm going through a tough time right now. He said that he thinks I'm being too critical and that I didn't tell him this and that yes I have been stressed but he doesn't seem to think it's that big of a deal. I told him I was so frustrated that I couldn't talk about it anymore and got off the phone. I thought he would call me to apologize or surprise me at my house (he lives 5 mins away) but we have not talked and now I am about to get in bed. I know I won't be able to sleep and I am very depressed in general and very depressed over this. AM I THE ONE WHO IS WRONG? SHould I call him??
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