After 3 1/2 weeks I blew it and called STBX's answering machine and left a message. I was feeling scared and vulnerable and let myself give in to the urge, knowing he wouldn't be home but just wanting to hear his voice. My message wasn't mean or sappy, but I still feel really foolish for calling someone who seems to have moved on with his life like I/"we" never existed. I'm still stunned -and so HURT- that someone who claimed to love me so much just cut me from his life, never calls ... how can he never miss me?
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