It's like all of a sudden I feel I have little purpose... I am so sad this evening and lately because I am alone ( I have friends and family I should say without a man ) and I fear that it will always be this way, no one will love me and care for me like I long for. I think I deserve it, I just want as good as I give, but in my 35 years of life I have not yet encountered it. I thought I had a few times only to find that is was wishful thinking. I never thought I would be single at 35, this wasn't the plan....
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??