I just have to say that I am having a great day emotion wise. I haven't cried in a couple of days and I haven't spoken to him other than if he wanted to talk to the kids that would be fine. I also told him I didn't or couldn't be his buddy right now because I don't feel I can heal if I do. I want to be able to move ahead and not even think about that jerk anymore. With no communication, I feel it is a step in the right direction. YAY ME!!!
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