My boyfriend of 5 years left me last week for another woman. I have been through all emotions in a day everyday trying to get my head around all this. My son is so great. I know he is wondering where his dad is but he is still smiling.. worrying about me though I am trying to be strong for him. I have talked and talked to my mum, my best friends and family and it helps while I am with them but when i by myself I feel like an absolute wreck. I just want to go and hide under my bed covers and block life away. I know I can't though because of my son. I am finding it hard to just get up in the morning and even do the simple chores around the house. I lost myself in the relationship as I had always put my partners needs before my own (stupid I know) and I don't even know what makes me happy anymore. I cant find anything to keep me busy enough to keep my mind off everything that has happened. Where do I start? What should I be doing? I feel sick all the time!
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