Today I realised that I am made at my wife for not giving me a last chance since this time I a'm working on the me that broke up our marriage.What I realised is that the pain I feel from her indifference of how I feel that Iwant change to change & make it work is how she probably felt all this years I was not able to look at changing the problems inside myself that caused the pain in her & ended our marriage.
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