I'm beginning to wonder if I still need to be here. I love this site and I love all the friends I've made here. But as I was going through all the posts on the board, I began to realize that I'm not in the same place I was when I started posting there. Back in January when I first joined the board I was in a bad place. My husband had just left, I had just found out that he wasn't in love with me and had been lying to me for years. I was crushed and heartbroken. Now the tides have changed and now I'm the one breaking hearts. He's changed his mind and has decided he wants me back. I'm the one that has decided to file for a divorce. I feel like the enemy now and it sucks. I've loved lurking around and offering my help whenever I could. Now, I just don't feel like I belong here anymore. I'll always be around...so if anyone ever needs something just message me.
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