Do or did any of you feel stuck or just lost? I am still going through the process of divorce. Nothing new or different has come up specifically lately with the STBX. But I still almost 7 months later feel so lost. I am so frustrated because its like you know I was human before him and functioned just fine. Now its like without him I feel so lost and have a hard to knowing which direction to go. Maybe it was because we followed his career and his education. Mine was put on hold for a bunch of different reasons which I see now was a huge mistake. So I basically am starting all over. Which I feel like I should feel lucky I can. But I find myself almost feeling paralyzed in moving forward. I have come back home but even home doesn't feel like home anymore. The only place that felt like home was with him. I hate feeling so indecisive and just stuck. I have felt this way since he left. I feel like I can't make decisions and I'm not sure where to go or what to do. I hate feeling this way.
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