Today is the 2nd anniversary of my mother's death. My birthday is Friday. I found out last weekend that my husband cheated and that we were through for good. I feel like someone drove me out into the middle of the desert and left me there. I'm lost. I'm scared. I'm alone. If anyone has been reading my journals you'll know that he and I were trying to be friends because "she" wasn't in the picture and I thought I could handle it. Well guess what...."she" is back and they are trying to work it out and I've not only lost my mother and my husband, I've lost my best friend. I NEED him today. He told me to come over later so we can talk and he can try to help me through this. Of course I'm going. I need to feel his comfort right now if only for a moment. I told him I can't be there with her calling and he said he would make sure she didn't. I need to tell him tonight that there will no longer be any contact between he and I. I have no strength right now. I'm a mess. But I know that I have to. How do I do this?
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