I am new to this site. I started my divorce process about 2 months ago and it is moving pretty quickly. We have no children and similar incomes so it is pretty straight forward. My husband met another woman online and I found out about it and asked for the divorce. Recently, this other woman dumped him so now he is trying to play it like I didn't care about our marriage because I filed for divorce. He leaves out the part about his infidelity! I am feeling OK about the divorce. I have a good support network of family and friends. Now that it is getting closer to me moving out though (he is buying me out of the house), I am feeling more depressed and lonely. I feel unwanted because he cheated on me and ugly. I know rationally, he is to blame but my self-confidence has taken a beating. I am detrmined to be strong and get through this but some days are harder than others.
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