I am in the devestation/dying phase. I figured that one out. woohooo Go me! Some days I say this is for the better, he cannot control me anymore or verbally abuse me, other times like last night I break down. The way in which he left was probably worse, cause he didnt just leave, he kept saying I love you lets work this out, staying the weekends with me, Making love all weekend. Then it was Wham! I give up I want a divorce. So esentially I had to go through the same phase twice. Now I cannot even see him. (saw him this morning in the driveway (sigh) I think he is cruel and mean, but for some reason I still love him. (shrug) I cannot wait until this phase passes, cause I want peace again. But thanks to everybody..knowing I am not alone helps a great deal.
Posts You May Be Interested In
I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...