So I started school (my third year in college) yesterday and it's left me feeling horribly nostalgic. School was always something that my ex and I tackled together; we even met through school. This is my first round of school without him and I feel sort of lost. I know I can do this on my own; that's not the issue. It was just a comfort having him there. Now he's not, and I have all these memories that are making me very upset. I don't know how to handle the new string of emotions this has brought on and wasn't even expecting to feel this way just because I went back to school. And I found out a few days ago that the woman my ex hooked up with after our breakup doesn't want to be with him anymore and he has moved in with his dad. He no longer has my phone number and cannot contact me but a small part of me wants him to. I really miss him.
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