I was feeling very good about moving my most imporant things into storage this weekend. But I find that today I feel shaky doing the actual moving of the boxes and photos. stbx is abusive and that is his choice, so my choice of making plans to get out is not somekind of betrayal (so why am I feeling like it is?) I've always been a very honest person, but this situation has forced me to lie in order to protect my son and I. I know I'm doing the right thing, it's the feelings that are hard. It is NOT healthy or safe anymore to remain with him. Why am I so sad suddenly regarding completing this step? I was feeling so confident, then it was gone.....
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