just wanted to say goodbye to everyone on ds..i know that i did this once about a year ago, but i know in my heart it is time to go..i have done alot of thinking/praying/talking to some very good people lately and i feel like something has changed within me..i know that i need to stop complaining and re-hashing my problems and think about the good in my life instead of dwelling on the past..i cant do anything about what has happened and i need to finally give everything to god and rebuild my life. i believe that ds has been helpful, but it's time has come and gone for me..i feel that being on here just brings me more negativity and i dont need that..there are so many things that i need to do and i need to start doing them. i loved my wife unconditionally with all my heart and soul, but i need to let her go and live for my kids, family, and church..i am toying with the idea of one day starting a singles/divorced ministry in our church once i am fully healed..i just feel like i shouldnt think of my problems and think about others..it's been an honor to have "met" all of you and i can only hope and pray that everyone of you can heal and find that special person that we all desire..we all deserve that!!...GOD BLESS YOU ALL..signing off for good, dale....norrin radd..aka..the silver surfer....p.s, debbirdo, email me and let me know when you are divorced..you were my favorite on here..i hope you have the best life you can have..good luck in school.
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