I dont understand how I am expected to just stop loving stbx. I know he dont love me anymore and that is his choice. He cheated on me and yes part of me hates him for it. But thier is the part that has loved him for 18 years that is having a hard time. He did it why cant I? Will I look back someday and say I really wasnt happy in the marriage like I thought I was? He did. Funny to me he never acted unhappy till he had an affair. Now he is really unhappy he says he hates his self for what he has done. Oh but he dont want to work on the marriage. I want to not love him anymore!!!!
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