Totally drained from last night. :( He kept going on & on about how we can talk, how we can be friends. I told him he was nothing to me, just someone from my past that I knew once. I wasn't very nice at all...but at least I got EVERYTHING out that I needed to say & I hope he feels like shit! He's still denying the affairs, I told him I have proof. He said they only went out one time...I told him that was bullshit. The note that the OW left in my drawer for me about using my bed w/ him...he said that was a joke! Can you fucking believe that?!? His mind if fucking warped & I told him that. I told him he wasn't a good husband. & I continually told him that we could not be friends! I wouldn't have a friend like him. Then he asks if I want anything out of the kitchen! I said *Fucktard*...do you understand that you CAN NOT get rid of anything in that house until this divorce is final & then everything will be split in half?! NOT just the kitchen stuff! You've been divorced before...you should know this! I never have & even I know that! Then he says, you can have whatever you want. I am moving at the end of the month, I told you I couldn't afford it here on my own. I said, Oh yes you can, I've seen your pay stubs! Then he gets scared again & asks me if I am going to tell his other ex-wife about his overtime! I told him no. :) haha! Then he asks if there are going to be any other surprises in the divorce. I think he was digging for information. I think he's scared that he is going to have to pay alimony. "Oh fucking well! You should have thought about that before you screwed the whore!...I mean your friend, sorry!" LOL! Then he keeps telling me he doesn't have a girlfriend. I told him I could care less if he does or not! It doesn't matter now anyway! I just don't know what he's up to...something is up! Well, it ended with me telling him again that if he wants to contact me do it through his work e-mail if he doesn't have e-mail anymore at home.
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