Last night my husband and I didn't talk all that much and it had me questioning some things. Now he just started taking the medication to control is manic depression and mood disorder so I know it will take a while to get the full effects of that. I just want to make sure he doesn't want to come home because of the money issue. I want to know he wants to come home because he wants to become a better person, father and husband. I don't think he realizes just how much damage he created in his wake. There is a lot that both my daughters and I have to forgive him for and try to get past. The name calling, the drinking, the other women, the disrespect and the list could go on. I think I am a big enough person to forgive him, but I am afraid of it all happening again. I want to be #1 in the relationship and I expect that now. I know he is not ready to make me #1 as he has a lot of issues to deal with, but I don't know how much time to give either.
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