My God the pain is too much for me to bear today. It seems as though my two exes have become friends. My first ex will not even speak to me but has chosen to pursue making friends with my current ex boyfriend. He was even trying to make friends with him while we were still together. WTF!! What kind of sick shit is this?????? Its already bad enough that he screwed me over a couple of years ago and told me I would never find anyone better. But now he has to go and try to make friends with my ex. I cant take this!!!! Every moment I replay all the things both of them have said to me. I know im not perfect but I have done NOTHING to deserve any of this. Nothing. Its already bad enough that they dumped me, now they want to go fucking with my mind again. I feel so worthless. It's a wonder i am able to get up everyday. My current ex said he just lost interest. All the arguiing got to him. WE WERE ARGUING OVER HIS CHEATING-tell me how was I supposed to handle that?????? A big part of me really believes what they say-----i wont ever find anybody better.
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