Me and my boyfriend broke up about 2 weeks ago. He is the only guy I have ever cared about and I truely loved him. Im bipolar and he doesnt understand what I go through and just makes it worst. Last night I talked to him for the first time since and told him that I was slipping in and out of psychosis and that I was sorry for anything i had done to him (like blew up his phone because I thought he was stalking me, freaking out for him not being around, accusing him on cheating on me). He said he was sorry and said he wants to be here for me blah blah blah. Today i asked him what time he got off work and he asked why i said i wanted to see him and he said "fuck that. I loved you, you loved me, we fucked up end of story" He was going to propose to me the week I broke up with him. I dont know what to do...I know being with him while im "sick" only makes things worse for me but I dont want to lose him.
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