As I look back in how far I have come I realize that it is so easy to make rash decisions at a high emotionally state. I have seen the effects of a broken heart on many different people and have seen many similar stories as mine. Didn't seem to matter if it was a man or woman that inflicted the final blow to the marriage, ultimatly it comes to an end. So often many of us wish there was a way that we could save the marriage but as the actions of the other person clearly dictates we have no choice but to move on. Moving on means facing ourselves and the stbx when are emotions are at the highest intensity. We turn to places and people for comfort,support and strength. In so many ways we are being saved everyday, whether it is a song we listen to, or a person we reach out to, or even in prayer. For me it is all of these. It is knowing that I will get pass all this. To know that I will continue to do the right thing and I will face a new day in hopes of finding complete peace and happiness, no matter how long it takes. My life on earth will all be for not. We all deserve happiness but it is the hardships we must learn from to achieve to the next level for if we get stuck in it, it will hold us back. I dedicate this song to all that have been brought into my life here in DS and out of DS. God bless you all.
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