I'm in a rut. For years I've worked on self esteem, confidence, just being a better person. I've read books, I've been to counselors, tried church, etc., etc. I still end up in bad relationship after bad relationship. Which of course after the end of each of these relationships, I feel that I have to start all over from scratch with self esteem, and confidence issues. I am now just trying to accept the fact that I am alone, and it doesn't look like my situation is going to change any time soon. I also am having a very difficult time making girl friends in the town I live in, it almost seems impossible to make friends, and I dont know if its just me or if there is more to it than that. I just feel like I am totally stuck in this rut and dont know where to even begin to get myself out of it. I miss having a relationship, but since I dont Im trying to just accept it, do my own thing, and keep moving forward, but now I feel a deep depression moving in, and dont want that. Any advice? I could use my friends in here, because mainly you are all I have.
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