Just got a message from my stbx that I may no longer cash checks for groceries out of our joint account. At the same time I learned he is in England on vacation for two weeks. He insists he is alone. I am the one alone. I am hurting quite badly. Tonight I am for the first time since this happened, so for four months, I am feeling quite desperate and I can't seem to quit crying. Just yesterday my counselor told me how well I had been doing. It was my last visit with him. Does it ever stop being so painful? I can not envision a time in the future when I will ever have peace.
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