I feel so alone today. I miss him and i just want him back. I have been crying off and on all day and have had a rough ew days. i keep thinking about what I have lost and keep blaming myself for everything when I know it isn't all my fault. He has to take some of the blame as well, which he hasn't. I am so scared of hearing that he is with someone else. I think that will just hurt my heart so bad. I can't handle all of this. I have never felt hurt like this before and would never wish it on my worst enemy. I would do almost anything to get him back, yet I know I am so much better off without him. I miss him. Even the irritating things he did, I miss them. I need help. I feel like I am being buried alive and I can't speak.
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