I talked to the ex last night briefly becasue she had sent some mail to me and the post office lost whatever was in the envelope. All it was, was the key to the house. Remember I told you she IM'D me, well told her I got her message and responded. This Is what she said. Oh yeah Im sorry I was kinda drunk that night. So im guessing she didnt mean to send it and didnt mean any of its content. I am ok though starting to realise she is a lost cause and trying to move on. Still think about her all the time but trying to get better at it. I have a doctors appointment on the 24th regarding some medications and am also going to ask about therapy. Other than that the usual wake up early all the time go to work come home to empty house.
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