I seem to be having a very hard time the last few days. I cannot stop thinking about him and wondering what he is doing!! I go from thinking I am better off to thinking maybe just maybe he will start to miss me and come back home. I seriously doubt it considering I filed for divorce. I am driving myself crazy I sent him a text today to let him know that our daughter is sick and I think it might be the flu, so he called and talked to the kids and it killed me to hear his voice and him talking happily with the kids. But i felt it was best to let him know about our daughter. I feel so restless right now.
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