I am really having a hard time with the fact that my husband is attracted to her...I dont seem to remember a time when he was looking only at me..How does your life go from wonderful in your eyes... To this.. IN a day..He would love nothing more if i could just give up.. Just fade into the background..So he would be able to spend time with our kids and be happy.. How did he go from taking such good care of us and then leave???? I mean does he have to treat me like he never knew me????? How does he forget about 13 yrs??? So cold he is now..
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