My name is Orlando Thomas, Here goes my present girl friend keeps saying that we are not compatible, and when ever she says this she keeps pushing me away and she doesn't know, i love her with all my heart and she doesnt know it becuz i try my bestto protect myself becuz i know when you go too deep in loving someone and when it doesnt work it seems like the deepest hole you have just dug for youself and its the hardest thing to come out of it. i would do anything for her. I know i am not perfect. and i also know that women will find the slightest fault with a man just to use it as a justification to do things that they know will hurt when that man finds out. I see my wife in her and each time i try to take that thought from my mind someone would say something about her that they like and that she is a wonderful person which takes me back to thinking am i losing the person that i should grow old with. I have done so much for her. i have been there for her in so many ways but i know that wont make her stay with me. sometimes i say to myself that i will never love a next person, i am going to be the biggest DOG a man can be becuz i dont deserve to hurt like this., again. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
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