I have been seperated for the last 7 months. I have moved away from my husband and cut off all ties... but in some strange way I miss the security of the relationship. Now my days are spent at home alone with my two dogs in a new town with minimal family around.. I never felt soo alone in my whole life. My family has been great.. but you know they are always picking out the negative points of the break up. My friends are all wrapped up in there own emotional distress and it always seems I am helping them with there problems.. It is like my events of the last 7 months are nothing compared to the boyfriend problems... I lve helping them out but I am just emotionally tired. Some days I think I should have just forgave him of his infidelities and just continued with the marraige...but on the other hand I have too high of moral standard to allow myself to live like that. the biggest things is that I have not been single for over 6 years and I am scared..especially being in a new town. not knowing anyone. But anyways thanks to anyone that reads this I just really need to vent.. Thank you.
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