My husband of 23 years and I have been apart for about a year now, and our divorce was final in September. This was definitely not what I wanted... but it is what it is. I just feel lost... without a focus. I have a good job, a great family, and a couple of close friends... so why do I feel so flat. How do you find a new focus in life? The future I thought I was going to have has been taken from me. It\'s sad, scary, and sometimes I get into this really funky place that I don\'t like.
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