I have been told it actually gets worse before it gets better. You take one step ahead and take ten steps back. I thought i was doing pretty good,seperated 18 mo and divorce 3mo. now but.....I just want to cry all the time. I hate being alone, the days and nites are so long. I would not go back to the crazy hell i lived the last few years for nothing. Some days i just feel i am losing it.I have some happy days but there are more sad days. Nothing happens, i just want to cry. I know it is different for everyone, but.......How can i get past this, i am starting to worry about myself, i keep losing weight, I just want to feel better!
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