Will the time come when I wake up and feel as though all my marital issues are solved? I love my spouse and want to be everything he needs, yet I struggle finding the balance between his desires and mine. I am so scared to trust..it isn't him; it really is me. My fears of abandonment and anger. Why is it that it has taken me 15 years to understand why I do what I do? One would think that as close as I am to social work and counseling, I would have a firmer grasp on my own soul. I pray for strength for myself and for my husband..may he not give up on me.
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