My stbx just came and picked up the kids. Not much is said between us but everytime he leaves I always end up crying. I don't miss him or long for him anymore, its just that I hate letting my kids go. Of course it doesn't help that his girlfriend and her kids are with him also. I just want to know if the pain of letting my kids leave ever goes away. I mean I am even picking them up later today so they won't be gone long but it just kills me. I always feel miserable after they leave. I know I should use this time to get some stuff done but instead I tend to just pace around the house with a sad feeling inside. Please tell me it gets better.
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