I love my husband and can't possibly imagine life without him. We have a 3 year old little girl, and from growing up in a divorced home, I said I never wanted that for my children. But he is so unpredictable. Some days he says he loves me, he smiles at me etc. But the very next day, he says he can't stand to be in the same room with me and that he has felt that way for awhile now. If you don't care for someone, would you pretend to like them someday's? I think he is going to leave me, maybe not today or tomorrow, but it's like everyday I wake up wondering what kind of mood he will be in that day. It's like I tread on thin waters EVERYDAY. I work so hard to make him happy, but should I have to be working so hard?? PLease give me any advice. This constant up and down is going to drive me crazy. I told him that recently and he laughed. He thinks it's funny that he does this, but he doesn't understand what it is like for me. I try to stop loving him, I really do, but we will have been married for 7 years next month. The thought of a divorce scares me to death. Any help????
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