I don't know how to relax. I posted yesterday about how messed up I was and a lot of very kind people said they were impressed with doing things. I actually think that workaholism is a bit of an issue with me. It is true that it enables me to afford my mortgage and live in a place that i can stand, but it is not a lot of fun and doesn't lead to great memories--oh, remember working 3 jobs? doesn't really match up to remember all the good times with friends. if anyone has suggestions for me, i would very truly appreciate. not just for me, but because i would like for my child to experience a better life. it doesn't help that i am fairly introverted. i like being around people sometimes, but tend to be quiet in those situations. as always, any and all input is very appreciated. thanks.
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