With all that has happened I often wonder how much of my beliefs are intact how much of my dreams can still mean something and is there really a happily ever after? I don't want this experience to taint those hopes and those dreams, yet being able to hold onto that so it doesn't fade away has been a challenge. Trying to realize that this was just one event that has happened and I hold onto the belief that all of this is temporary and that there is better times ahead and that I need to learn all over again. I need to learn that I can be on my own for awhile that independance means that I can find much more to myself then I have ever known and that in order for me to be with someone I need to go to the next level of awareness in myself and in others. For me I want to hold in believing, believing that there is more in my life then what I had experienced. I have had a rough go at this over the last year but I am able to put all of this past me, as I know all of you here can. We just have to not let this experince put us down a path where we can't believe in people anymore. There is still so much out there.
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