Do you ever look back and wonder if you are making a mistake by letting him go? Or cling to the memories you had together as if thats supposed to keep you two together forever? I think of him all the time, and memories flood my heart. When one pulls me towards him-I've got another pulling me away. I am fighting my own civil war for my heart and my sanity. Waiting till Feb. 2 for it legally to be divorced is killing me cus it reminds me I have that much time to go back and change my mind. I know I shouldnt, so I wont, I know in the long run it wouldnt be best for me. Its just so hard to tell your heart that when its trying to hold on at what little is left. I am not sure if I know how to handle this..again.
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